They say I am mean, but they don't understand that I do what I do thinking in their best. They say I am lost and I agree, because I don't know where I am. They make me cry and I don't like them.
I'm scared to get closer and I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.